Distressed -> De-stressed

Mar 23, 2009

OK, last week was a rough one for me. Issues at work, had a day when things went waaaay south. Bouncing back, tons of love and support.

What does that mean as far as weight/health go? Well... the bad news is that when I get too upset I don't eat. Or drink. Had to force myself and stil didn't hit on a whole lot there. Spent about 4 days dehydrated. I know, I know, stupid. Still don't have much of an appetite but that's pretty typical really. Only time I ever feel hungry is in the evening if I eat dinner too late.

The good news is that I didn't go the opposite way and eat through my troubles. My weight has held steady despite the fact that I've been a lump on a log. ('K, more so than usual.) Have lost all of .2 pounds. Yeah. So I'm officially at 203.2 and determined to make it to 198 ASAP. Two goals w/ one stone-- under 200 pounds AND hitting the century mark.

In other news, I'm surprised everybody in NC didn't hear my wail of agony in the dressing room the other day. My big sis has been talking about how her thighs go "plap-plap" when they're bare. I'd sort of given her a crazy look and laughed... until I was trying on some capris... and beheld the hideous sight of my first excess skin wrinkles in the mirror. IIIEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!! I vaguely remember moaning something about "elephant thighs, big and round and wrinkly," then my sis was snickering and saying "plap-plap." The hussy. Anyway, yeah. Was not a pretty thing to behold. Sort of worse than my batwings. I've known about those for a while but my arms are still fat enough that it doesn't matter too much. Of course, I have sworn off tank tops for the cruise. Now... I've also declared that my swimsuit will (as usual) have a skirt or shorts. Wish me luck finding a gala dress that's not sleeveless though!

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