Feeling Stressed!!

Oct 14, 2009

Yes I said it............ I'm stressed.  A year ago September, I dropped my motorcycle on my left leg and injured my nerve.  It's been over a year and its still not healed.  I stopped going to curves because I couldn't use all the equipment, my excerise really halted.  I took up golfing and yes my leg aches after but it hasn't gotten about 50% better.  The last few weeks, I have started walking more, steep inclines and my leg does not like this at all.  I've been taking medication Lyrica and I feel snacky in the evening and my doctor has cut me way back on the med's now because I've put about 15 lbs back on and I'm so depressed about this.  I have to take pain meds inbetween lyrica as my legs aches deep within the leg and my left right toes are  numb and feel weird.  I'm really upset, I have had added stress in my life, son and financee moved back home, however, they do have a small dwelling at the back of our property so thank goodness they are not in the house directily.  However, dealing with family issues and of course money issues all stress me  even more.  I find I want to eat more and more at night when hubby is a sleep.  I try and eat healthier, like multi grain cheerios, graps, flavoured water but I cannot seem to lose these lbs......... It truly pisses me off................................  I need to express this............ I'm tearing and I've just got to type and release my feelings.........

Thanks for listening............ i will not give up but it feels like I'm going backwards when the scale is moving up and it's really stressing me out.!

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