Uh oh......

Feb 16, 2009

okay.. so i have started to gain weight back.... :(

Now, i know that i haven't been following my diet and doing the things i should and that is why i am sinking.
I need to get myself back in order.

I cannot! i repeat CANNOT go back to what i was before.
Why would i ever do a stupid thing like that, especially after all i have been through!?

Mark my words, at 11:37 p.m. on February 16th, 2009 i am changing.
My goal is going to be reached, and i will not let myself slip any further..

i went to the doctor today for abdominal pain that i have been having lately... he's thinking it may be my gallbladder? hopefully not, but when i weighed in i weighed 188. WOW! I year ago i was almost down to 150, soooo close to my goal!
But since then, my fiance and i broke up. i got another boyfriend shortly after we broke up as well..
and well i've actually been single since! i dunno if thats whats been taking a toll on my weightloss going the opposite direction, but all i know is i need to get my butt in gear! im not going to be one of those people who have this life changing surgery just to gain all their weight back a few years later....
I will not...


This is going to be hard but i can do it! :)

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