statuegal
I'm 36. It's been 30 years literally of dieting and fighting that zipper on my jeans. I hate zippers. I hate adjustable bands on pants even more. What I am grateful for is that I have the opportunity to get a much needed help. I want to be able to shop anywhere I want not 3 stores that cater to "my size".
I want to just get so much healthier for my kid. I want to be able to spend time with him that is invaluable...especially before he's too old to want me around & I don't want to be the one that embarrasses him.
I want to parasail, ride western style, learn how to snorkel in a swim suit I'll be proud to wear. I want to forget there is a fridge and even better yet, just learn how to use food for energy and nothing else. I'm so dependent on it now. I want to break my addiction to it, and find a new sport to enjoy. Like Mud Volleyball. I would like to take some singing lessons and find a country band to sing with here in TN.
I'm pre-op right now. I've completed my psychiatric review and had my initial consulting. My next appointment is on April 2 for my dietary counseling. I don't care what it takes....I'd paint myself blue if my doctor recommended it..
Lets hope for many changes on this as my dreams are able to be opened up. Right now, I've been so retired to the idea of being fat that I have stopped dreaming for myself and for my family only. It's hard to think of things I want...it's almost foreign.
