I have always been the heaviest person in my family at school my entire life.  On July 30, 2007 my life changed.  I decided enough was enough and I was going to take control of my life.  I found an amazing surgeon (Dr. Neal) in Olympia, WA.  It was different trying to train myself to eat all over again.  The first year and a half to two years, I managed to loose 140 pounds and had the most amazing support in my life.  Then came my first unfill.   I had gone from a size 32 womens to a 20 womens.  It is amazing how people look and treat you different.  I am still the same person I have always been, my body just looks differet.  Than, I had to have an complete unfill and that was so devistating to me. I felt like I had failed my band and myself.  I tried to pick up my head and start over.  About that same time is when the family support I had thus far started trying to sabotash my journey by saying I had an eating disorder and takin low blows at me any chance they got.  I tried to distance myself from that but it is hard when its family.  Now, almost 4 years later, I am now back into a size 22/24 and down 80 pounds instead of the 140 I was a few  years ago. 

My girl Tiffany has told me over the years to join and utilize this OH website and  have not until just now.  I am hoping that from this website, I can regain my motivation and determination to get to the end goal.  My end goal is actually a number on the scale and not a size.  I have signed up to go to the OH Conference in July and plan to utilize this website. 

Any motivation or positive thoughts is greatly appreciated.

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Lynnwood, WA
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Sep 04, 2008
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