sunshinexoxo
Hey everyone! Thanks for stopping by! My name is Nadia, I am a 37 years old, I have been married for 15 years and I have three adorable girls 14,10 and 7, I am 5'3, 245LBS and MISERABLE!
I have been a stalkerof this web site for some time now and thought that I would start posting. You all have been such an inspiration to me. (EVEN THOUGH I HAVE TO ADMIT, I 'M SOOO JEALOUS OF ALL OF YOU :) I am trying to get approved and taking the necessary steps to do so. I go in tomorrow for weight-Ins. It would be my 7 month. I have to have 12 months before insurance approval. 
It’s been a very long and stressful journey up to now. I have been big my whole life. I have tried everything to lose weight. Some things have worked and some haven't. I have tried weight watchers, dexatrim, slimfast, quick weightloss clinic (I lost 80 lbs. quickly, but it came back even quicker), medical weight loss clinic (twice--also lost fast, but gained it back too), metabolife, atkins, redux, phentermine ,merida, Ali, cabbage soup diet, and every fad diet there was,etc.,etc., etc. I know there is millions of people out in the world just like me, and I pray for them, because that’s the only way I’ve made it this far, through prayer, because at times it’s just so hard to continue being part of this world, when you feel so unhappy. I have always been the rock of my family, so I never let them know I’m sad, I smile, but lately I’ve noticed they can see through that. I want to love myself, and I believe that will start to happen, if this wish could
be granted to me.
Please put me in your prayers. 
