Stalls Suck!!!

Nov 29, 2012

The last few days I've been stuck!  And to make it even worse, I gained like a pound and a half BEFORE the scale froze!  I have no idea what the hell I'm doing that has caused this!  I don't think I've eaten any more than I had been.  I'm drinking more water.  Now that I'm sitting still and writing this, I wonder if I'm getting as much protein??? Hmmm, will be watching that a little more closely.  I know I haven't been to the gym in a few days.  Life has been pretty crazy with the roommates in the process of moving out, and me adding a full time job to my current schedule.  Eek, I gotta find a solution fast, I refuse to be stuck here!

On a personal level, things have gotten weird with Will.  His past has come to harrass him and it's put a burden on our relationship as he is one of those people who are like dr. jekyll and mr. hyde.  The man I'm seeing now under stress is not the man who swooped in and captured my heart.  I'm trying to be patient and loving and to just chill out and let things be, but that is so not in my nature.  I'm a fixer damn it.  I make things happen.  So to have to sit back and be silent while he deals with stuff and to feel that I'm not wanted nor needed is a hard pill to swallow.  Perhaps this is to help teach me patience.  All I can do is the best that I can, and hope for happier times ahead.

I'm gonna go get ready for school now.  I have my physics lab this morning woot woot, at least that's fun.

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