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June 10th.....
Jun 10, 2008
....
AND SHE DID IT!!!!!! 
My mom, shes my hero! 
He had her surgery june 10th 7:30am! Shes doin great!
said the only pain she's had so far is GAS! lol After seein her go thru it, i honestly have to say that i'm a lil scared
. But I"m goin to do it. I just have to stay focused and think about the positive. I had sooooo many questions for the nurse. I think I was drivin her crazy. But I'm about to go back to the hospital. To help out.... SHES DOIN GREAT!!!!!
AND SHE DID IT!!!!!! My mom, shes my hero! He had her surgery june 10th 7:30am! Shes doin great! said the only pain she's had so far is GAS! lol After seein her go thru it, i honestly have to say that i'm a lil scared. But I"m goin to do it. I just have to stay focused and think about the positive. I had sooooo many questions for the nurse. I think I was drivin her crazy. But I'm about to go back to the hospital. To help out.... SHES DOIN GREAT!!!!!Gone for a moment but i'm back......
Jun 07, 2008
........And BOY! do i have GREAT news!!! I was sittin on the toilet 
(i know TMI (too much info)) and i was listen to the radio on my phone
. The host said to call in to win tickets to a concert call the Summer Jam that they have every year in Charlotte. 
I Called and Called and Called and i kept gettin the busy signal. I told myself this will be the last time i call.... And i got through!!!!! I WON!!!! 
so I had to decide who to take???? 
hm???
Well.... Theres this guy I have been talking to,
he's cute, smart, sweet
and goin to law school, already has 3 degrees
(chi-ching
). BUT he's 29 (kinda steep) and goin thru a divorce
(drama). I called him up and asked him if he would join me and he said..... YES!!! SO ITS A DATE!!! I'm a little nervous. I've never been out with someone so well educated and funny. Nor have I been able to talk
to anyone over the phone as long as I do with him. We have so much in common. No jinxies but i think he may indeed be the one for me!
Wish me luck!!
(i know TMI (too much info)) and i was listen to the radio on my phone. The host said to call in to win tickets to a concert call the Summer Jam that they have every year in Charlotte. I Called and Called and Called and i kept gettin the busy signal. I told myself this will be the last time i call.... And i got through!!!!! I WON!!!! so I had to decide who to take???? hm??? Well.... Theres this guy I have been talking to,
he's cute, smart, sweet and goin to law school, already has 3 degrees (chi-ching). BUT he's 29 (kinda steep) and goin thru a divorce(drama). I called him up and asked him if he would join me and he said..... YES!!! SO ITS A DATE!!! I'm a little nervous. I've never been out with someone so well educated and funny. Nor have I been able to talk to anyone over the phone as long as I do with him. We have so much in common. No jinxies but i think he may indeed be the one for me!Wish me luck!!
Focus
May 29, 2008
I drive a ford focus
! lol whats that got to do with anything?
well every time i get into my car i remember to stay focused! and U should to! If u just went thru this painful surgery and ur already on the loser side, remember, show that donut who's boss! 
toss it in the trash and then look in the mirror and say u r beautiful
and strong!
Be the designated driver after u leave the club! If your goin to cook a fried piece of chicken...(u shouldn't but if u have too) fry in olive oil! Take control of your life. your surgery was ya second chance, and god allowed you to have it. Don't Laugh in his face, make him proud.
Make yourself proud... DO WHAT U KNOW Is RIGHT! and u'll be just fine fine fine fine fine fine whoooo( just like Mary J) STAY FOCUSED LUV YA!
! lol whats that got to do with anything? well every time i get into my car i remember to stay focused! and U should to! If u just went thru this painful surgery and ur already on the loser side, remember, show that donut who's boss! toss it in the trash and then look in the mirror and say u r beautiful and strong! Be the designated driver after u leave the club! If your goin to cook a fried piece of chicken...(u shouldn't but if u have too) fry in olive oil! Take control of your life. your surgery was ya second chance, and god allowed you to have it. Don't Laugh in his face, make him proud. Make yourself proud... DO WHAT U KNOW Is RIGHT! and u'll be just fine fine fine fine fine fine whoooo( just like Mary J) STAY FOCUSED LUV YA!CALLED THE DOC
May 27, 2008
I called the doc
and set a date to check up on this pain i'm havin.... its goin to be friday cuz i dont have the money for my copay. I hope its nothin that will kill me!
and set a date to check up on this pain i'm havin.... its goin to be friday cuz i dont have the money for my copay. I hope its nothin that will kill me!Damn shots!
May 26, 2008
Every since i started to take those Garsil shots, i've been feelin a pain
in the bottom of my stomach. It hurts to pass gas, it hurt to even walk... I pray it nothin that will postpone
my surgery! let me know if u've experienced any pain like this!
in the bottom of my stomach. It hurts to pass gas, it hurt to even walk... I pray it nothin that will postpone my surgery! let me know if u've experienced any pain like this!WHO WANTS TO B A LOSER!!!!
May 25, 2008
I DO!!!! Everyone wants to be a loser. I want to lose this weight so bad... man i just cant wait
. I'm goin to try and live out my dreams and thinking about that happening brings me to tears.
I deserve to be happy. I tried to find a man who can except me for who i am now, so that when i get all slim and sexy
i wont be getting all these fake negro's up in my face. Thats not even givin me a second
(hello!) look now. But I cant find no one! I just pray after i go thru my weight loss, God
will put a real honest (sexy) man in my life. Until next time!
Everyone wants to be a loser. I want to lose this weight so bad... man i just cant wait. I'm goin to try and live out my dreams and thinking about that happening brings me to tears. I deserve to be happy. I tried to find a man who can except me for who i am now, so that when i get all slim and sexy i wont be getting all these fake negro's up in my face. Thats not even givin me a second(hello!) look now. But I cant find no one! I just pray after i go thru my weight loss, God will put a real honest (sexy) man in my life. Until next time!7-14-08 Its coming!!!!
May 24, 2008
Yea! I think about it everyday! I started thinkin about what my life would be like afterward. I have been thinkin of all the things that i want to experience that i couldn't do as a large person. I cant wait to go to my 10yr hs reunion as the new slim happier me. I'd love to go on a cruise. And enjoy the beauty of the beach. I would love to be able to go in a club sexy
and actually get looks from the men in it. i want to do a photo shoot. Maybe i'll be hot enuff to model! I wanna jump out of a plane!!!!!! I've always wanted a belly ring.... who knows if i work hard enuff my stomach maybe hot enuff to get one! I just cant wait!!!
I think about it everyday! I started thinkin about what my life would be like afterward. I have been thinkin of all the things that i want to experience that i couldn't do as a large person. I cant wait to go to my 10yr hs reunion as the new slim happier me. I'd love to go on a cruise. And enjoy the beauty of the beach. I would love to be able to go in a club sexy and actually get looks from the men in it. i want to do a photo shoot. Maybe i'll be hot enuff to model! I wanna jump out of a plane!!!!!! I've always wanted a belly ring.... who knows if i work hard enuff my stomach maybe hot enuff to get one! I just cant wait!!!ONE DAY CLOSER
May 22, 2008
Right now i'm just worried about my mother. Her date is comin up fast! I"m her support!!!! We just found out she will have to give herself blood thinning shots 2x a day for 6 weeks after the surgery. She is not happy about it at all. but she realize that this is something she has to go through in order to be able to walk. I'm goin to be there for her every step of the way. i love her and want her to be healthy and happy! until tomorrow have a great and blessed night!
about my mother. Her date is comin up fast! I"m her support!!!! We just found out she will have to give herself blood thinning shots 2x a day for 6 weeks after the surgery. She is not happy about it at all. but she realize that this is something she has to go through in order to be able to walk. I'm goin to be there for her every step of the way. i love her and want her to be healthy and happy! until tomorrow have a great and blessed night!hmmmmmmm
May 21, 2008
Today i received a notice from my doctors office about my surgery date, an appointment to see the bone density doc
..... I'm so happy!... I'm so blessed to have so many supporters as well thank you for adding me u make my day everyday!!
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..... I'm so happy!... I'm so blessed to have so many supporters as well thank you for adding me u make my day everyday!!Profile Graphics - hitupmyspot.com
It was an ok day
May 19, 2008
When i first woke, I smiled
. I thought to myself, I said, "self." myself said, "huh?" lol ONE DAY CLOSER!!! and went through the rest of my day thinkin about that and it kept a smile
on my face... but, as soon as i got home my father reminded me of another goal i have to work on. But one goal at a time. hopefully soon after my surgery i'll be able to work on gettin my own spot to live. ya dig?
.... just puttin my thoughts out there. have a blessed wonderful day!!!
. I thought to myself, I said, "self." myself said, "huh?" lol ONE DAY CLOSER!!! and went through the rest of my day thinkin about that and it kept a smile on my face... but, as soon as i got home my father reminded me of another goal i have to work on. But one goal at a time. hopefully soon after my surgery i'll be able to work on gettin my own spot to live. ya dig?.... just puttin my thoughts out there. have a blessed wonderful day!!!About Me
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34.0
BMI
Surgery
07/14/2008
Surgery Date
May 16, 2008
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