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Synamon73 13 years, 12 months ago

Tomorrow morning is my first day to a healthier me! After working 12hours, I get off work in the morning at 6AM, my lapband surgery is scheduled for 9:30AM. My friends and coworkers call me crazy for coming in to work, but I say that I'm gonna be asleep anyway, so why not come in and make that money honey! So many thoughts and emotions are running through me right now...if I physically ran as much as my thoughts, I wouldn't be in this predicament! Tomorrow is a new beginning..no more solid colors to appear to look smaller, no more fat fluffy photos, no more breathing like a buffalo after walking ONE flight of stairs, no more seat belt extentions, no more avoiding the local professional games because my hips are too wide to fit in the seats, no more buffets (DANG, I'm gonna miss that one), no more size 24-26, no more heel spurs, no more High Blood Pressure Meds, no more CPAP!!! Wow...I really can't believe that I'm finally getting the LAP BAND surgery after many years of contenplating. Now I ask God to keep me humble and not let the weightloss get to my head, bringing out the EXTRA DIVA that lies dormaint within me. I pray that I am able to "stick to it" and not regain an ounce of this family inheritance...out of all the things in life that my forefathers could have left me, they chose fat and flab! I ask that you keep me in your thoughts and prayers. I'll check in with you all again soon! Peace and Blessings!

Synamon73 13 years, 12 months ago

Tomorrow morning is my first day to a healthier me! After working 12hours, I get off work in the morning at 6AM, my lapband surgery is scheduled for 9:30AM. My friends and coworkers call me crazy for coming in to work, but I say that I'm gonna be asleep anyway, so why not come in and make that money honey! So many thoughts and emotions are running through me right now...if I physically ran as much as my thoughts, I wouldn't be in this predicament! Tomorrow is a new beginning..no more solid colors to appear to look smaller, no more fat fluffy photos, no more breathing like a buffalo after walking ONE flight of stairs, no more seat belt extentions, no more avoiding the local professional games because my hips are too wide to fit in the seats, no more buffets (DANG, I'm gonna miss that one), no more size 24-26, no more heel spurs, no more High Blood Pressure Meds, no more CPAP!!! Wow...I really can't believe that I'm finally getting the LAP BAND surgery after many years of contenplating. Now I ask God to keep me humble and not let the weightloss get to my head, bringing out the EXTRA DIVA that lies dormaint within me. I pray that I am able to "stick to it" and not regain an ounce of this family inheritance...out of all the things in life that my forefathers could have left me, they chose fat and flab! I ask that you keep me in your thoughts and prayers. I'll check in with you all again soon! Peace and Blessings!