Update 3/10

Mar 09, 2009

I didn't have my surgery last summer.  Ten days before my surgery date I had to cancel due to financial issues.  I am self pay, so a $20,000 surgery was going to be a struggle to pay off.  In the end it was good that I reconsidered financially.  I am single with a house and money would have been too tight or non existent. 

I avoided this site since I cancelled my surgery.  I think this is the first time I have visitied since that summer day.  I cried for days after cancelling.  I was convinced that I was destined to be the fat, frumpy girl.  I am still not sure how this will work out for me, but I know change needs to occur.

I have a pretty decent sized lump on my thyroid, which will take precedence over bariatric surgery for the time being.  I can only handle one medical issue at a time!  Please pray for me as I try to make decisions, sort out money and gain motivation.  I need help in all areas!

I appreciate your support, it is good to share with those who understand my struggle.

-Tara

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