Thoughts

May 21, 2011

Went to talk about my surgery was a little disapppointed that things didn't go as I planned. I figured that I would have my surgery at the end of may and now it looks like it is not going to happen until later. Not sure when I was told I have 11 pounds to take off before I can. I was so depressed all I wanted to do was binge eat. I didn't do it because I figured it wasn't going to help my cause. Instead I bumped up my excrise and really measuring out the food that I was eating. A week after that appointment I had to meet with psyhc to make sure I was doing this for the right reason or and that I had my head on straight. I told him I was feeling depressed that I was working my butt off and didn't feel like I was getting anywhere. I told him how I wanted to just eat all this crap at a baby shower but I didn't. He got me on the scale and I lost 5 pounds in 1 week. I am so excited. Hopefully when I have to meet with him again I will have lost the 6  pounds and more.  It is crazy to think I am getting so close to my goal of getting this surgery done. And then working on my next goals of getting into this beatiful wrap dress. Thanks for listening to me ramble on.

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