It's been hard, but it will be worth it in the end, RIGHT??

Feb 12, 2011

Ok when I look at the scale, it makes me so happy, I'll be honest.  Not to mention shopping with my daughter last week I bought an outfitt thinking it will fit in like a month or something, but it fits already!!  I was shocked.  I bought an outfit in a regular size store, true I got an extra large, but god I have been wearing 2x for so long it seems so weird.  I'm truly excited by my weight loss, but honestly I do wonder at times if this was worth it.  And when I am fully healed I will most likely say yes, but for now it has been a hard road.  I feel like a suck at times, but getting all my fluids in, and I am struggling with my protein shake.  It will get better, it will get better!!  I know I will look back and laugh at how I felt now and what a suck I'm being.  Gosh my work has already bothered me about coming back, but when I am spending all day occupied with drinking how the hell can I have time to work for 8 hours??  There's no room left!!  In time I keep telling myself.  I will get there and at the end I will look fabulous!!

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