tgalloway0416
Excited? Nervous? Scared? What am I feeling?????
Dec 14, 2008
Hello everyone! This is my first blog on any site but I feel like I could really benefit from this website. I was referred to this website from a new on-line friend that I attend college with. Anyways, I have had my consult with the surgeon and have completed all test but the blood work.
I have wanted this for the past 11 years but now that I am so close to having it done I am getting cold feet. My husband doesn't understand why, its just this is me you know. Will I become a different person (for the worst)? I don't know, I know that I am just being silly and I know that I will do fine.
My whole life has been surrounded by food that I am scared to give it up. I feel like I am losing my best friend. When I had to go through a year deployment away from my husband (who is a soldier) food was there to comfort me, when I went through my depression spell, food was there to comfort me, when I moved 4000 miles away from my mother ( who is my best friend) food was there to comfort me. When the food is not there what will I turn to then?
Well, my baby (3 year-old daughter) wants me to rub her tummy so I will pick this up another time. I look forward to getting to know some of you and your stories.
Tina
I have wanted this for the past 11 years but now that I am so close to having it done I am getting cold feet. My husband doesn't understand why, its just this is me you know. Will I become a different person (for the worst)? I don't know, I know that I am just being silly and I know that I will do fine.
My whole life has been surrounded by food that I am scared to give it up. I feel like I am losing my best friend. When I had to go through a year deployment away from my husband (who is a soldier) food was there to comfort me, when I went through my depression spell, food was there to comfort me, when I moved 4000 miles away from my mother ( who is my best friend) food was there to comfort me. When the food is not there what will I turn to then?
Well, my baby (3 year-old daughter) wants me to rub her tummy so I will pick this up another time. I look forward to getting to know some of you and your stories.
Tina
