TIESHA4J
I have been overweight my entire life and comfortable to some extent or acted like I was. Food has always been a comfort thanks to my family. Yes, I do blame them. Even to this day my mother will offer to make food I like to make me happy.Guess what mom blames Grandma for me being over weight. I was teased sometimes growing up but not as much as other fat kids. Maybe because i was likable, funny,cute, dressed nice,idunoooo. I have always been the big pretty girl who until recently couldn't hide the unhappiness inside. I am so depressed. My weight is just one of the many things that I am struggling with a couple of years ago my mom was diagnosed with MS and that really took my world for a spin. I am her only child. I am engaged to be married and we had our first child last April. He is the love of my life and thank GOD for him!!!!! I have been considering WLS for the last 4 years. I have been to 3 doctors all with excellent bedside manner and wonderful practices. CAN u BELIEVE this I got APPROVED two years ago and chickened out. Yeah shoot me!!! I am at my all time high know and am plain ol disgusted. I have come to the conclusion that I need to be healthy although I really don't have any diabetes or heart disease now but they run in my family so I need to do something before it gets there. MY JOURNEY HAS OFFICIALLY BEGAN well really on April 29th. Damn I am gonna miss PEPSI and DD FRENCH VANILLA LIGHT AND SWEET
