TJ_1980

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Well i am currently 30 wks pregnant and everything is going great so far. my  weight has tapered off to 206lbs and i havent gained anything since i have been pregnant.. I still have 56 more pounds to go and I will be at my goal,but of course after the baby gets here. I have two boys already,but this one is a girl and i am really excited!!!!

So i have been doing my thing and getting a lot of shopping and traveling done, just enjoying this new body and life in general.and what happens.......... i get freaking PREGNANT!!!  Unfreaking believable only in my crazy and twisted  world would something like this happen. i am just digusted  with my situation right now, so i had to take it to my blog!!

I am feeling great! We have just moved back to Ga, so we are enjoying home for a little while. I had to leave my surgery team behind:( and i am very sad about that but i am a big girl( no pun intended, haha) and i have to keep up with my post op stuff on my own and email all of my fort bragg support group people to stay updated.  I dont feel completely alone, but i feel out of my comfort zone. it sucks to have to leave a great group of people especially since they supported me through this process. So a big thanks to the womack bariatric team and a special thanks to jasmine black and nicole and my carrie p!

I started the soft phase  almost a week ago and I didnt chew good enough OMG! That was the worst feeling I have ever had in my life! It felt like I swallowed a tire! Of course it came right back at me which was really gross but it i felt so much better after it did. I have learned the hard way chew ,chew ,chew!

I ate an egg today and it had to be the best egg that i have ever had in my life and the best part was ,it stayed down!!! I am still in shock about how full i was from one scrambled egg, AMAZING!

I had my surgery and I am doing good right now. I am up walking around and drinking plenty of fluids. So I will keep you guys posted!!

Ok so i got my sugery date and of course I am excited but really nervous and i called my mom to for some comfort and words of wisdom.~~BIG MISTAKE!  I would have been better off calling a complete stranger and giving them the news! All she said was "oh i dont want you to have the surgery" and  " this is way to risky" blah blah blah. Like i dont know the risks involved. so i ask her would she rather me die from a heart attack or get my leg cut off from diabetes? she bursts into tears and tells me she doesnt want to talk about this and hangs up the phone.  Where in the hell is the encouragement? This is the same woman who reminds me how big i am everytime i see her and now that i am making progress the first thing she does is shut me down, amazing isnt it? I wanted her to be here but if she is going to have a meltdown every 15 minutes she can stay where she is. I will send her a 9 month post op pic, LMAO!

Well i have done all of my pre op stuff and I have started atkins which I hate! I think this is the only diet I didnt try, now I see why! I am just waiting to do my one on one  and get my surgery date. We will see how it goes