tkeevs13

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I am so used to food being a comfort, a friend, something I go to when I'm down or happy. It has been this way for the past five years and it's a mind set and a trip. I fear that if I get surgery I won't be able to change that mind-set. I don't know if that is something that I'm only going through (I'm sure it's not) but I am feeling alone and worried about that. I need to remember that I can't compare my journey to anyone else's journey. This is mine and mine alone. No one is going to the same doctor, no one is in my body, no one is the same as me. That is another thing that I struggle with. only because for years I have thought this way, this has been my mentality and it's not healthy. That's the great part of this journey though, I get to find myself and figure out who i am and what I want out of life. I think that's the most exciting part of all of this. I will finally be the me that I am supposed to be.