ok sooo ughhh i have to vent a little

Mar 27, 2010

why am i so disappointed that im not seeing my weight come off yet like im gettiing mad and sad and my scale is off the wall it keeps goign up and down and i know there is no way im gaining weight i walk and eat the right things every day! like wtf! and on top of that i have to call the doctor becuz i mean my insicion is lookikng great healed and stuff but there is one little hole n its almost the size of a end of a Q tip and im worried is that normal or not cuz the stuff still comes out but not a lot no more i just use a bandaid to cover it now but is that normal?


i mean did any one feel this way befor? ya know with the worried possibilty of feeling like ur not loseing any more and i walk every day and do what im supposd to but im not seeing results like in the beginning, im at the stage where i can eat low fat cottage cheese and low fat cheese and lunch meat ham and turkey with is 98% fat free and no suger and cream of chicken soups and stuff like i AM  allowed to have all that and i just dont feel like im getting full quik enough any more ughhh this is stressing me out like something terrible i take like a spoon full of cottage cheese like every hour i just need to get out i think i keep eatting again when im bored i need to preoccupie my time i guess plz some one calm me down and tell me they might have went thru this!!!

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