1 week for my surgery!!!

Sep 08, 2010

SO I went to my pre op today. Boy when they say 3 hours they mean waiting time 2 1/4 and 45 minutes with pharmacist, nurse, and anesthesia specialist!
Well since August 28th I lost 18 pounds just with Optifast! not bad for enjoying my shakes!
My blood pressure went down and my heart rate was good and normal!
So the nurse was upset with my fever and was wondering if I had H1N1 and I was sure I didn't! But she will wait for my final results from my GP on Monday and insist I talk to the office about my sunburns since they should be eithr brown now or gone and I am still very red on one leg! She thinks I had 3rd degree burning to leave a scar like that! OH well I'll learn for next time to stop along the river and cream myself up some more!
So now my count down begins! As of Sunday evening I am finished with my Optifast. Then only clear liquids till Tuesday night midnight then off to St. Joe's for 6am. I am first of the day so at least I know the doctor will be well rested and fresh to go!!
I was told today it will be Dr. Anvari, not Dr. Hong. Even though I had Dr. Hong for my gastroscopy and Dr. interview!
As long as they are good and awake I don't care!
Am I getting excited? Yes
Am I nervous? getting there yes
Am I afraid? Yes 'what if....' is popping in my head all the time
Really this means I will be thin again !!!!
After 27 years!!! OMG  my babies never saw a thin mama! They only know me at, obese! I only hope I can maintain this and
show then how I once was even if I don't get to my early 20's weight but to a healthy and lively mom who will do everything with them without complaining my knees, my back, my joints hurt
My next and new concern will be how do I get rid of the flab!!
I looked in the mirror today and saw that my legs are starting to have rolls! SAD and UGLY
I have to get them firm ! I made fun with my daughter once saying my Girls (boobs) will be hanging to the belly button and my bellybutton will be so afraid of the two of them that it will try to run south ad meet my crotch and my croth will flip over down to my knees and then to start the day  I am going to have to start atr the knees and start rolling my body parts upwards till I can fill my girls are filled in a sexy support bra and at night it will be the song "Hang out Boogie!!" let it all hang out!  At least I will get my roll up exercises!!
Anyways  Here goes!!!
7 more days!!!

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