I am a 45 year old who has a job I love, a life that is great but I am so tired of being tired.  3 years ago I got a dream job that has excellent benefits, pays well and I am stimulated daily to improve myself.  The worst part of my job is that it is totally sedentary and I am lazy.  I have gradually gained a great deal of weight and traditional weight loss programs are not working.  I have done a stint at weight watchers with more steps backwards than I had forward.  I have gotten so heavy that even when I walk I feel out of breath and ill.  My work outs at Curves have tapered off due to the pain in my knees and ankles when I do them and I know I need to get excercise but I wear out after a few short excercises.
    I met the love of my life almost 3 years ago.  Dale is amazing and he is an awesome cook.  He loves to spoil me and we dine out frequently.  He said my BBW body was not a problem for him and I suppose I let that be an excuse to quit watching what I ate. 
    When Dale proposed to me on Nov 27 with his daughter Erin taking photos I was appalled when I looked at all of them and saw a triple chinned fat woman. 
   I have always been heavy with the exception of a time before my 19 year old daughter was born and a short period after my divorce from her father.  I did well with Metabolic weight loss but when I went of the plan I was not able to maintain my weight and I gained what I had lost and a few more pounds. 
   Those photos were all I needed in combination with my high blood pressure, my achy knees and my increasing asthma.  I had been thinking about surgical weight reduction and the research I did made it a real decision with a visit to my surgeon. 
   My surgery is scheduled for February 15.  Guess my valentines day will be sugar free jello and bullion.  I am going to adopt the saying that NOTHING Tastes as GOOD as HEALTHY feels.  
   I am so excited to think about being a smaller size bride and to walk to Dale with the biggest smile ever and to see his pride shining in his eyes.  




About Me
Bennett, CO
Location
35.1
BMI
RNY
Surgery
02/15/2011
Surgery Date
Jan 22, 2011
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