Hmmmmm

Aug 04, 2012

I just got two chicken bbq dinners to benefit a young boy (7) that is in my grandson's class at school,who has pediatric cancer.  He is currently undergoing treatment, the cancer continues to spread, and he's going to die from this disease.  I feel saddened by this state of affairs.  There are so many illnesses and diseases that have no cure.  I know that my disease (addicition) has no cure, only treatments, and tools to ease the symptoms, and put it into of remission, but I also know I will never really be free from this disease, I must continually monitor myself and my impulses to feed that which triggers a full blown onslaught of the disease.   I know that having this surgery will help me, as chemo helps the cancer patient, live longer with my disease in check.  i know I must work hard to get to where I can manage using the tools and maintaining remission of my addiction. 
I pray that Julian will have some wonderful, healthfilled time on this earth.  I also pray that those of us that have surgery can for many years use the tools to have a healthy life with their addictions in remission. 

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