venuslouie

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It's almost my 4 yr anniversary and while I am still struggling with the last 20 pounds, i'm ok! I'm happy , i could've regained but I havent.... Just maintained..

But! Have I had life changes...absolutely! I had twin girls born last year :) so I'd say not all was fro nothing :)

Loving life and I will just keep chugging!

While I have been losing weight slowly but surely, i know feel as though I've hit a brick wall. I know eventually it will taper off, but i didnt want it to slow down so soon when I'm sooo close. I feel that if I become too comfortable I will be stuck here forever and even worse probably gain some of the weight back :( I wonder if this has happened to anyone else. and what did they do to stay on track. I also fond myself starting to nibble and eat things i shouldn't be, which probably isnt helping my weight loss. I feel i need to start going out more often, stop being a hermit and get more exercise in, but its soooo hard with an 18 month old and a husband thats a home body. Plus lets face it, dinner isn't gonna cook itself. UGGGHHH!!! Ok I just needed to vent, time to put on my big girl pants and handle my business. I want to lose another 10-15 pound before my 6th month anniversary. But thats only 14 days away,lets see if I can do it! I think I can, I think I can. Wish me luck.....

Ok, so after weighing myself this morning, I've come to find out I've lost 31 pounds so far! Its sounds like a lot but I don't feel I look any different. I mean my pant are baggier and my shirts a little looser, but I see the same person in the mirror. 

Has this happened to anyone else?

Well its 2 weeks after surgery, and my feelings of regret are starting to subside. I was so excited before surgery. Once it happened though I felt I was going through the worst mourning in my life. I felt that my best friend had been stollen away from me and nothing could replace it. Every commercial was about food, all I kept thinking was DAMN! if you knew how to keep your mouth shut, you could enjoy that double Angus now and work it off later...but now I feel much better and have a better feeling of "its going to be ok". I'll eat again some day, but in moderation.

If anyone else felt this way drop a note to let me know I'm normal! :)

I am excited now and counting down!!! My Surgery is scheduled for the 20th and I can't wait. It's hard though. I really want to go and eat everything in site cause I know I will never be able to eat certain things again. But I will be strong! i am motivated and looking forward to next week :)