villsm1
Ok my story is pretty sad. I was around 300lbs had my RNY in the Fall of 2003. I lost 150lbs felt great, looked great everything was fine! Then with thru something a lil dramatic and starting gaining weight again. Well it’s almost 6 years later and I am back to 250lbs!!!! And that is not even that sad part I went to see my surgeon about a Revision/Stomophyx procure and he ran all the x-rays and upper GI test and said he wouldn’t perform it because I didn’t need it. My pouch is roughly 3inches and I just need to diet!! Now I have always exercised, grant it ‘m not doing my 45-60 mins cardio daily anymore but I still do at 30mins 3-5 week so that not the problem. The problem is I can really eat just like I use to anything, any amount, you name it…. As you can imagine the shame and humiliation of putting all this weight back on is just getting to much. I have already started to separate myself from family, friends, and just stay home so depressed. For Christmas a family Mbr made the most hurtful comment that when I got home I cried all nite and my son recently asked me not to come into his class as a class-mate made a “fat joke” about me!! I just can’t believe that after tasting the sweet success of victory, and finally getting to kind of body/weight I have always dreamed about since childhood I would let myself get back to this. I need lots of encouragements, stories both successful and not , Anything you can think of would be greatly apprecited~!
