Another Postponement :(

Dec 08, 2010

This is the second postponement of my process: my insurance just won't cover it. How does an insurance company not cover it? Something that could save my life. Something that could inevitably save them money if and when I no longer have to take 3 of my 4 current medications that they cover. How can they just say no, looking at my medical history...

With every upcoming surgery date, I mentally prepare myself for his huge change that is about to occur in my life, only to be told 'hahaha, just kidding!' While I try to be optimistic about the situation and tell myself its more time to get prepared. Its more time to develop better life habits, there's a little voice in my head that tells me maybe its a sign, maybe I shouldn't be doing in this. Its hard enough being somewhere where no one has gone through this or is going through this (college) but an entirely different thing when doors keep getting slammed in your face. I guess I'm just confused. Where do I go from here?

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