Warkchrtistine
Starting out
May 22, 2012
Hi my name is Christine most call me Chrissy. I am 27 and planning on getting the RNY gastric bypass. I am just starting out I have gone to the surgeons seminar and last week I went to the nutrition seminar and in 2 weeks I go for my physical and history apt. I am having a kinda hard time with changing my eating habits. When I am at home I am ok but once I go out I always seem to take a step behind. I am at my highest weight right now at 274. I thought I was doing great yesterday I weighed myself and I had lost 3 pounds in 4 days but this morning I weighed myself again and I was at 274 again and I am feeling really really discourage. when ever this happens I get it in my mind is this really worth all the work that I am putting in if it is not working. I realize that I still need to give it time that I just started but it is really hard for me. I had decided that one of the thing I would start to do is cut soda out of my diet and it is a lot harder then I could imagine. I went 3 days with out drinking soda but yesterday my brother took me out to lunch and I could not control myself and ordered a Pepsi. I tried to justifies it by saying that I had to have it that I was doing good and deserved it. In reality my reward will be later when I am at a healthy weight. I need help staying motivated and don't know how to do it. Is there anyone out there who is dealing with the same issues if so I would love to hear from you so I don't feel so alone and so weak.