July 12th, 2007

Jul 13, 2007

Well here I am with lots of issues, but can't post it all.  I have lots of emotional stuff going on.  Still dealing with the self esteen and body image, dysmorphia stuff.  The other stuff is coming out now too.  I had to stop working so much due to the pressure from guys at work.  I talked with Ron and he agreed I need to get off the 3rd shifts.  I am eventually gonna break down and freak out if I don't.  I have lost more weight since my last posts.  I'm down to 179 now.  Dr. Choi doesn't want me under 170, she said 175 would be good for me, I would like to shrink as much as possible. 

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