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my next spectra meeting is June 18th.  Today on the other hand is my B-day... woot woot, I am finally 20.  I have a blog if you all wanna see more updates.  www.xanga.com/arieslynn11 

yep as the title suggests i am a vegitarian now... its not really that hard at all, i don't miss meat, although i do eat fish ... i am so much healthier

yeah i am extremely tired. when i try to go to sleep i can't and when i don't try i get so tired i can't keep my head up... I am getting depressed.  Its really lonely being down here all by myself...I need to start school and make some new friends...

In April, everything begins. On the 16th I go in for my first spectra meeting, so that means I start the 6mo diet and excercise.  So that means by October I will have everything completed and just need a date... yay  I tried to go to the meeting on the 2nd but it was full so i have to wait until the 16th.

well i went to the doctor yesterday and he is definatly my new pcp. I loved him. he was so nice and funny and i weighed in at 279 so i think i was just holding some water b/c its that special time of the month.  Yay... but i am too big to even have a period any more so i really had no clue until my hormones went through the roof ... ect.

Ok things aren't going too well i am already up to 286.  I know what it is, I've starved myself for a year and now that I have enough food i just go crazy with it.  My mind thinks that i won't be able to eat any time soon so eat all i can now... Does anyone know how to train my body to stop this obsessiveness???

Ok so I am gaining more and more weight ... when i entered the website I was at 276 now I am at 280, I am scarred I will be at 300 before I have my surgery.  Everything is going really well,  I have another doc appt March 11th B-cuz the other doctor wasn't very good.  I am really excited about this one b/c he actually has a patient that is going through the WLS now, so I know he supports it... YAY.  Starting this month I am going to have my 6 month diet plan that I have to do for insurance puposes, so I am probably going to have the surgery somewhere in September.  I am going back to school to become an LPN, so excited about that; I just hope things don't interfere with other things.  Thats about it though.
~Lace

The test results are in and:
I have high colesterol
i need to diet and exercise


They told me that i needed to go back in a month and have more blood work done.  I really don't like that doctor so i am trying to get away from her.  Yesterday i went to a new patient orientation, i learned a lot and I am really glad i went.  Now the ball is rolling so i will be in a program in no time to start my insurance requirements.  6mo of medically supervised dieting and exercise- plus tons of evals and etc.  so its looking like the surgery date will be about Aug of this year.  well now i know that i don't need to loose hardly any weight  during this diet thing.  they told me if i loose more than 10% of my excess weight then i will be sucessful and i will be disqualified.  Gotta be careful.

Ok i feel horrible i had so much for lunch 2 day that i still feel stuffed.  I hate this feeling.  I can't wait till i get the RNY so that it will be easier to control what i eat and how much b/c i will have to.  now i don't have to.... 

I would put pics up but... my usb port to my camera won't fit in the computer not to mention this is a really old computer with no SD card slot so i am stuck, i really wanna put up some pics though...

I went for blood test today to check my colesterol and blood sugar lvls, not to mention my thyroid.  i just hope i am ok to get this done.

My insurance will cover at least 90% of the RNY plus 100% of my hospital stay!!! Ahhh so now all i have to do is get on track to get this done.  YAY