Waiting For DS

Aug 02, 2009

Still waiting for my surgeon to submit to insurance, impatiently waiting. I don't think it should take so long since I had everything done prior to seeing him. I am trying to think about what changes I will need to make, vitamins, protein,excersize and incorporate some of them now. I find that I eat carbohydrates and think "this will be different after I have DS, I won't be able to eat this then". I understand the concept of last meals, because when I eat these things that's what I think.
I have also noticed that my conception of my self is skewed by my weight. For example, I was at the store, and a worker told me that he thought I was very pretty, what I thought was "well I would be if I wasn't so fat". 
I am fully ready for this journey, I have no choice but to wait for my time. I hope and pray that my insurance will approve me quickly, but I am ready to fight for what I need because I fully believe this is my key to weight loss sucess after a lifetime of weight struggles.  

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