SOOO is everybody F*KK*N with me???
So I'm just sittin here minding my own business trying to do this 2 weeks liquid diet THAT SUX BY THE WAY!!! and everything on TV is about FOOD!!! they all want me to eat!!! and maybe is just me but I see alot of new foods that I want to try that I did not even see before wtf??? and why is everybody calling me to go out to clubs and hang out NOW!!! some of these people I have not even talk to for a long time and all of the sudden this weekend they decide that its the best time to call me to go out and drink!!!!!!!!!!! WHY????????? the best part is they don't even know I'm having surgery.....Its sick I THINK EVERYBODY IS MESSING WITH ME!!!! I can't go out or go to anybody house now because I don't trust myself and I will mess up big time BECAUSE I WILL EAT SOMETHING OR SOMEBODY!!!!
I know its going to get better after surgery but this liquid diet is KICKING MY ASS ....I wish I could still take my pills(phentromine) I could do this with NO PROBLEM!!!
OK now that I let it all out I feel so much better....sorry I'm in a crazy mood all i can eat is shakes,jello,pops and I'm not really the sweet food type of girl I like the regular food....why cant they make cheeseburger flavor shakes??? or pasta with sauce cheese or no cheese flavor??? lolll ok I'm going crazy I know I should not post this but I will ......ty for listening I'm really a normal person REALLY!!! lol
Suggestion: Turn off the TV or stay away from the triggers.
Try and keep busy with other things...
Also... remember your surgery goal... its worth it. Take one day at a time.
All you have to do is today. That is it. then tomorrow when you wake up...
you do just today.
add me ..i am on every night if you want to talk.
✿ L♦O♦V♦E ✿ & ✿ P♦E♦A♦C♦E ✿ღ ✿ & F♦R♦I♦E♦N♦D♦S ✿ ღ
"Keeping The Faith!" "Slim by Summer!"
HW: 250 - SW: 241 - CW: 154.7- GW: 140
1 month: 22 pounds (216) 2 months: 12.2 pounds (203.8) 3 months: 10.6 (193.2)
4 months: 9.7 lbs (183.5) 5 Months: 6 pounds (177.5 ) 6 Months: 12 lbs ( 165.5)
7 Months 7.1 lbs (158.4) 8 Months +1.6 pounds(159.8) 9 Months 2.7 pounds (157.1)
10 Months 8.1 lbs (149) 11 months +2 pounds ( 151) 1 YEAR!!! 2.6 pounds (148.4)
Hit "One-derland April 9th, 2011 (199.7)
"Half-Way Goal" April 25th, 2011 (194.8)
"Happyland 80`s" May 14, 2011 (189.6)
"Groovyland 70`s" June 20th 2011 (179.9)
" HippyDippyland 60's" July 16th (169.8)
" CQQL-land 50`s" August 25th ( 159.8)
"Normal BMI" 24.8 October 21st, 2011 (154.5) I am 5`6
"AWESOME-land 40's" Dec 1st 2011 (149)
"Century Club 100 Pounds" Dec 1st 2011 (149)
' ONE YEAR SURGIVERSARY!!!"
Two Year Surgiversary!!!"
great 
Lucy 
(Imma Loser!)
HW 335 SW 311 CW 181.2 -- Goals: Twoderville - 6/7/11, 280 - 7/1/11, 260 - 8/1/11, 240 - 10/30/11 Centry Club - 11/22/11, 220 - 12/27/11 Onederland - 5/25/12, 180 - , 170 (surgeons goal) -
We shall see where this leads...
I said it be4 and will say it again, the pre-op liquid diet IS THE WORST PART OF THIS--and after 2-1/2 years on maintenance (which is hard, btw); the pre-op is STILL THE WORST. lol
But, also, do know that though I can't offer knock your socks off yummy delishisness for folks who prefer savory over sweet; I do want you to know you can do things other
like cream soups, or you can take ricotta cheese and dress it with some italian herbs and warm up. Maybe egg drop soup? or my new fav, Miso Soup.
yes, our American "way" is so food based, it's no wonder that obesity is epidemic. But I also suppose that you are hypersensitive since you are "depriving"---forget the quotes, you are depriving yourself right now.
Isn't it amazing that just about everything is food based with (fill in the blank) present? Like, think of social events . . .isn't it more a food event with people present. It is hard to switch the mentally to make it more a people event. Try planning an event without food, and it will be noticed. lol--it just is that way. But it is a journey and a process, and the tools you'll learn in the pre and losing stage you will still need to use in maintenance stage ('course it is easier to not "want" it as much when you have little to no grehlin and lots of restriction
)Hugs, and hang in there, a year from now you'll be telling newbies how to get through this.
Never, Never, Never Give Up --Winston Churchill
My husband when he would eat he woudl go into ta different room and eat, but it did not bother me when he ate.
Sorry you are having such a hard time, just 4 more days for you.. Good Luck to you.
Susan
post-op VSG
