I haven't changed...& don't want to
OK, that means I will not just stuff my feeling and smile when I see people running over others...myself included. Obese Connie would "grin and bear it" just to keep the peace and also because I wanted to never cause a scene. I was so judged for being obese that I didn't want to be seen as a "troublemaker".
Now, I feel free to express myself. I hold my head up high and "take a stand" if I need to. I am more confident and I instill confidence. I love to shop and be treated with respect. It is not just my attitude, I would like to think so but people are just cruel. I'm happy to be the same kind hearted, fun loving gal I was before...it's just that I feel better about myself. Connie
I have not changed in my basic personality tho people say I have. It's just that I am letting my true self shine through again. In college I was a size 12. (Much smaller than today's 12) I was so very active in clubs and very outgoing) I rarely get angry except with myself. Played tennis and I am highly competitive by nature. I'm really glad that people are seeing the real me now instead of the meek big fat lady who wanted to hide in a corner and watch life pass me by. Mag
I've thought about this several times. Don't feel I have changed at all. I'm healthier for sure, but my personality is the same. No one has ever told me I've changed either.
The feeling of embarrassment when being out in public is diminishing some however, so I guess that could be a change. It's nice to go into a store and think about how I fit in now and no one is going to be staring at me or thinking mean things about my size.
I am still loving life with my sleeve! Been maintaining at or below goal for over 4 years!
"People spend a lifetime searching for happiness; looking for peace. They chase idle dreams, addictions, religions, even other people, hoping to fill the emptiness that plagues them. The irony is the only place they ever needed to search was within." - Ramona L. Anderson
"Did your personality change after WLS?
and
"Are you a different person now?"
In response to your first question, no, my personality remains the same. I have always been enthusiastic, friendly and talkative. I have always been open-minded, opinionated, but receptive to the opinions of others. I have always been curious, passionate, and eager to learn. I have always been terribly sensitive. None of these aspects of my personality have changed.
Yet.....
I AM a different person now. I am more willing to approach people, more willing to receive attention, more confident performing before others (I am a musician and choral conductor) and more confident in expressing opinions. I am also less willing to take abuse - I have far more boundaries now than I used to, and this has served me well.
Duodenal Switch 08/09/06 - Dr. Paul Kemmeter, Grand Rapids, Michigan
HW: 282 - 5'4"
SW: 268
GW: 135
CW: 125
BUT---my friends tell me that I'm kinder and more tolerant of the flaws of others. That I don't *****slap people *****ally ARE trying. That I spend less time worrying about MYSELF and more time caring about others.
So I guess I HAVE changed---at least in my friends' eyes.