Kinda Cool......literally!

I am 105 pounds down. I am COLD! I had a stand-up workstation installed at work, I can stand or I can sit. I stand because it "seems: warmer and I have to wear my fleece jacket or my black pashmina to keep me warm. well, until a hot flash hits. LOL  This is FUN! I o not mind being cold!

Lol, that's great! I am always hot and sweat a lot when everyone else says it's cold.

Have you had surgery yet?

Not yet. I'm looking forward to being cooler though.

Yeah my buddy who is still a big guy thinks its funny how I am cold all the time now. I mean I am still big just 180 pounds less big is all. He was always cold now we both are.

LOL That's funny! I look forward to it. I have had to live in colder climates because the heat was exhausting me. Now I may get to explore the country. Amazing the opportunities this procedure will create. Small people have no idea what we go through. They take for granted all of the things they can do that we only dream of.

The happiest moment for me is when I could stop going to casual male and shop at Wal-Mart. Nice to get a whole outfit for what it cost for one pair of pants.

Yeah, I sit and reflect on the possibilities I have missed over the years, and find there are so many things, that I have missed out on, that I can't list them all in a days worth of writing. What I am realizing about that though, is that I can't be bitter about what I've missed, but what I need to do instead, is to revel in the possibilities that lie ahead.

I'm only a couple weeks out and I'm cold most of the time.  If I'm cold now I wonder how it's going to be after I shed a bunch of pounds.  Whatever it is it will be worth it!