Hi all,
I know its been a long time since I have posted here but I had to drop in. I was writing today's date on some paperwork, knowing that it was significant and then it hit me...its my surgiversary. Today I am 8 years post-op and I am at my lowest weight since surgery and 20 lbs from being at my original set goal. I have had many up and downs in this journey but I would do again and I am greatfull for it. After the honeymoon period of 18 months I had dropped 120 lbs and then slowly after getting too comfortable and not following the rules my weight started to creep back up. I lost back down some twice but once I stared getting comfortable again the weight keep coming back. So last year I had gotten to my highest weight since surgery and I had an "aha" moment. I was getting to close to my original weight and it frightened me. Fast forward 13 months later and here I am 130 lbs down from my wls surgery 8 years ago and I know I can never get get comfortable in my journey. It has to be a lifestyle change for this to work.
I was so hard on myself when the honeymoon period was over and I started gaining weight. When it came time for the real work to begin, I let things get out of control and became depressed and felt like a failure. Now I allow myself to make mistakes but I just get back on it the next day. I used to compare my weightloss to others on BAF back when it was more people on here and it just seemed so easy then. Now, I own my journey and just keep striving to get to and maintain a healthy weight.
Sooooo Happy Surgiversary me.....