UPDATE GUILTY

My goodness, Thank each and everyone of you for not judging I really felt so bad, when I would see were people were having a hard time on pre-opt and sticking to it tho. I really felt like I was lieing to my family here. I can't get the little ticker to show that I gained so you would all know. You know I did good until, like my friend on my reply, I worried myself sick about getting paper work in, everything the Dr wanted me to do, get approvel, I know that is a lot of stress.. I just want to say thank you so much, and this support group seems like a part of my family.

God Bless
Evie

yep, I have the postcard;  I got the "here's what the modified fast will look like" paperwork, and went all gung-ho for 17 pounds (yay!).  Then, as the realization dawned that it was still months until the actual surgery, the cheating started....  5 of those pounds have come back to visit. 

I was beating myself up, thinking that if I can't control myself now, how in the world will I do it after.  Then I realized that the fact that I can't stick to a long-term restrictive calorie diet is exactly why I am getting the darn surgery.   I will join you in the guilty corner, looking forward to the surgery, which will hopefully be the tool that will work....

No GUILT ! Just start today with good intentions, and try again.