Moment of panic... help
But.....
Suddenly panicking, suddenly feeling like I should give this up and just go back to dieting and exercise. I mean I already lost 50 pounds that way in the past 7 months so surely I could do it all that way?? And then at a WLS support group meeting another member (RNY patient) kept hinting that sleeve wasn't enough, RNY was better and that if in the end I didn't loose enough, I'd have to go back on the lo-o-o-ng waiting list to get an RNY.
Is she right? Is the sleeve enough when I weigh nearly 300 pounds? Is any of this surgery the right answer? Can I actually spend my whole rest of my life eating 1/2 cup of food at a time?
Trying to keep upbeat as I know good attitude is important, but honestly, I'm getting a little panicked here.
Any thoughts? Words of wisdom? Answers? Anything??????
Thanks,
Lynn
As far as RNY goes, go to this post
http://www.obesityhelp.com/forums/vsg/4428022/The-surgeon-doesnt-want-to-sleeve-me/
and read the responses, particularly USAF Wife's which is detailed and complete on why you don't want the RNY.
Deep breath and ...... exhale!
I started my VSG journey at 263lbs, standing only 5'2" tall, so my BMI was right at 48-49. Here I am 2 years out, thriving, 6 months pregnant, zero food issues, zero medication restrictions, and seriously couldn't be more ecstatic.
You might want to share with that RNY lady, (who I'm assuming is no more than 1 year out from her surgery) that her lovely malabsorption of calories/fats and carbs is going to stop, and then she'll be the one dieting yet having to take double the vitamin regimen that we have to take because for the rest of her life she's going to malabsorb those vital vitamins/nutrients/minerals. I really hate when people say "RNY is better because of this XX factor". Every one of the surgery choices has a hype period, when everyone is losing weight, and not having any issues, and not struggling with regain, or complications. I loved my band for the first 2 months, then complications really set in. And, I was ready to divorce that asshole by the 4th month. Grant it, I was living with puking on water some days, and had chronic pain because of my port issues, but my quality of life was in the ****pot because of the band.
Oh, and I definitely DO NOT eat just a 1/2 cup of food. I eat a very varied, and nutrient dense diet with indulgences along the way. I wanted a surgery that allowed me to live the most normal life possible. Yeah, my portions are smaller than my naturally skinny ***** girlfriends, but I'm still eating nachos, sushi and pizza with them when we go out. I don't have any forbidden foods, or foods that aren't "pouch" friendly.
Do I have to be mindful of what I put in my mouth? Damn skippy. Am I dieting, or not eating the foods that I absolutely adore? Nope, not at all. It's a very personal choice, but I can tell you 100% that you can lose your excess weight with the sleeve, you can maintain your loss, and you can enjoy life post-op.
As for losing it on your own, I was a pro-dieter. I could lose weight like a champ, then that crazy thing called LIFE would happen, and I'd gain it back. Over a decade, I gained and lost the same 400lbs, I'd lose 60, gain 40 back, lose 10, gain 15, up and down, back and forth, depriving myself of a normal life all the while still buying clothes with the big fat W after the number sizing. So, my point is, that having surgery is NOT only about losing weight, it's about finding success long term, with the least amount of complications, and being able to keep it off.
SW 270lbs GW 150lbs CW Losing Pregancy Weight Maintenance goal W 125-130lbs
1. We ALL ahve gone through the last week/2 week panic..."buyer's remorse" before surgery...
2. Everyone who has surgery thinks "theirs is the best - the rest have problems". You have to make the decision for yourself and what's best for you. If you're truely informed, you'll be comfortable in your decision. It's like those that approach you and say "A friend of a friend of a friend had surgery and now they've gained ALL their weight back" And they can't even give you the name of the person....
3. In the end - it's YOUR decision. Be informed, and you can reply to "my surgery is THE best one" with facts instead of opinions like they do...
and 3 weeks out. This is the most normal surgery to have. our body absorbs vitamins.
There are ALOT of unsuccessful RNY patients like any other WLS.
Any WLS surgery is a tool, we still have to deal with our head. You can do
it. You want to be able to absorb vitamins especially for your later years.
its important. You dont want the lack of vitamin and minerals complications later
in life. We dont know what they are until you get there.
Its normal to think am i getting thr right surgery. You just have to make sure you
are ok with your decision. You are the one who has to live with it.
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"Keeping The Faith!" "Slim by Summer!"
HW: 250 - SW: 241 - CW: 154.7- GW: 140
1 month: 22 pounds (216) 2 months: 12.2 pounds (203.8) 3 months: 10.6 (193.2)
4 months: 9.7 lbs (183.5) 5 Months: 6 pounds (177.5 ) 6 Months: 12 lbs ( 165.5)
7 Months 7.1 lbs (158.4) 8 Months +1.6 pounds(159.8) 9 Months 2.7 pounds (157.1)
10 Months 8.1 lbs (149) 11 months +2 pounds ( 151) 1 YEAR!!! 2.6 pounds (148.4)
Hit "One-derland April 9th, 2011 (199.7)
"Half-Way Goal" April 25th, 2011 (194.8)
"Happyland 80`s" May 14, 2011 (189.6)
"Groovyland 70`s" June 20th 2011 (179.9)
" HippyDippyland 60's" July 16th (169.8)
" CQQL-land 50`s" August 25th ( 159.8)
"Normal BMI" 24.8 October 21st, 2011 (154.5) I am 5`6
"AWESOME-land 40's" Dec 1st 2011 (149)
"Century Club 100 Pounds" Dec 1st 2011 (149)
' ONE YEAR SURGIVERSARY!!!"
Two Year Surgiversary!!!"
Check out BillieF - just posted a few minutes before you. If someone can lose 347 pounds in 15 months and over 300 of that in a year, surely VSG is a good tool. JimboVSG has lost over 330. SuperRn also lost hundreds. Plenty of people have been successful after starting well over 300 or 400 pounds. Bottom line you can lose all of your excess weight with VSG. You just have to work your tool which is true of all WLS.
Of course you are nervous. Its a major surgery and a major life change. But you need to trust your research. Youd didn't enter into this lightly.
I didn't because I couldn't white knuckle the constant hunger and need to eat long term while working out hard.. the more we work out- especially weight training, the more our hunger increases.. so me doing one to keep the weight at bay only increased my already strong urges to eat.
Here's a great transcript of a recent ASMBS meeting to read on your way to getting whichever surgery fits you best, please give it a read:
http://www.obesityhelp.com/forums/amos/4416773/quotDoes-the- Patient-Fail-the-Procedure-or-Does-the/
Personally, if I wanted malabsorbtion I would go for the DS, if you have not read up on it- please do, it's best to know about all the surgeries before you go under. Get the right one for you the first time out! I personally would under no cir****tances want the RNY.
I figured with my ability to lose- the sleeve was enough for me. I can tell you, though they say they don't operate on your head- so far (and yes, I'm a newbie) my cravings, and constant desire to eat have for the most part disappeared. This surgery at least for me did much more than make me able to be full and satisfied (yes, really satisfied) on a tiny amount of food. You don't get that with all of the surgeries.. it's a nice added bonus.
It's MORE than possible to lose that amount of weight. This time last year I was 286.5 and now I'm at 172.5.
RNY will def help get the weight off INITIALLY but at what cost? There are too many possible complications down the road as well as vitamin and mineral deficiencies.
Good luck!
~Lori