You know what to do, you know how to do it. I am here if you need me. Just reach out.
Forgive yourself right now, this very minute and go journal your plan for making it to goal. Take a deep breath, hold my hand, and let's do this thing!!!!!
I'm sorry for what you've been going through--some of life's worst stressors. At the same time, I'm so impressed by how you're recapturing the opportunity to continue your journey. I think you'll make it a great one!