Still in the 180's...

Feb 06, 2010

Well, I'm still in the 180's!  This has been a strange five weeks for me.  I've been gaining and losing the same five pounds.  I know why it's been happening, but I can't seem to stop it.  I do really great during the week.  During the weekend, I fall of the wagon and eat food I shouldn's eat.  I've been mainly eating cookies and fried chicken lately during the weekends.  I'm also eating food with too much sodium.  I know it's my choice, but I feel like I'm sabotaging myself for some reason.  I really wanted to get into the 170's, but I'm doing the opposite to get me there.  I've even stopped exercising as much as I was when I was losing so well. 

It's funny how our minds work.  People are giving me so many nice compliments, but it is so hard to except them.  It feels so weird for people to say I look so good.  I've been taking extra time in the morning getting ready.  I no longer buy loose clothes (nothing too tight, just tasteful).  I'm happy to buy clothes that are not plus size, although I still stray to the plus size section of the store.  My mind has not completely caught up to my weight.  I'll be glad when it does!

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