1queenbee3
Confused:(
Feb 08, 2011
My eating is still not bad considering all I've been through in the last week. Today I'm not in the mood to workout. I know I need to workout, but the desire is not there. I guess I'm feeling sad; my heart is heavy.I made fried chicken yesterday. I know I shouldn't have, but I did. I didn't eat a lot, but I should have made a different choice. I made chili today, so I'm feeling better about what I made. We (my family) ate the last of the chicken with the chili today, so there is no more for me to eat.
I have to always remind myself that I could be doing worst. I have changed from what I used to do, but it is so hard to say positive things to myself. I haven't been overeating, so that make me happy. I have to take more joy in my progress and always remind myself I'm doing a great job. In the past I would have gone crazy with the food and even added sweets to what I was eating. Thank God I've been able to leave the sweets alone.
I'm still hurting, but it is getting a little better. It is so hard to trust. Some days are better than others; today, not so good. I think my imagination is worst than reality. I wish this never happened, but I know the Lord does not put more on my than I can handle. I have to trust in this everyday.
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About Me
Columbia, MD
Location
30.7
BMI
Surgery
08/10/2009
Surgery Date
Feb 26, 2009
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