June 11, 2010

Jun 11, 2010

Well back on the dating circuit. Having fun. I didn't realize, I was desirable. I didn't realize others would think I was pretty. I am very amazed.  More amazing there are men my age that are looking for a woman MY AGE? Or men older than me looking for women MY AGE.  Most of my friends say I don't look my age so hurray for that, I think.

Divorce is the pits. I am broke and still working two jobs. My ex and I are not mean to each other but we don't have the closeness anymore that was there sometimes and I miss it.

Back to WLS.  I am steady at 183 to 185 was up to 190 for awhile there but it doesn't seem to matter.  I exercise so much now I fit into 14 really good, almost too good.   But I have shaped up really really.  I'm not sure I like 14, I think I like 16 better. I just felt more me.  With this panny surgery what will me be after that?  I feel small enough (if that is possible).

I have been jogging. I think that is was to blame for my physical changes.

I still believe in the sun even when its not shining and in the book of life the answers are NOT in the back.

Pam

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