Victory at Breakfast

Feb 05, 2011

 Today was a tough one, but I made it through... my daughter wanted pancakes and I made them, put away the batter and had my shake!!  I'll admit I really could have gone for some nice fluffy buttermilk pancakes but I knew that wasn't the right choice and this has been a hard week when I haven't always made the right decisions.  I've been having my shakes most days but I have also had two days where I skipped the shakes in the morning because I wasn't hungry or got busy and that was just an excuse and by later that day I was a wreck and ended up eating crap for dinner and I know better.  But rather than beat myself up and say I failed again I just moved forward and made sure I made the right choices this weekend and I feel good about that.  I can't fail this time - I want surgery more than anything and I need to prove to myself I can exert the self control to I can make the most of the tool I will gain with surgery. Onward and downward!

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