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May 19, 2011

Here I am on the Friday before my surgery.  I have waited for so so so long for this surgery and I think that this exact day that I am having it (which is on the 23rd of May) is the perfect day.  I an not really nervous and feel excited to be on the loser's bench once and for all.  I kind of feel like after this is said and done, my life will change immensely and I think that I will be able to enjoy just about everything so much more without this bubble of fat around me.

I know that my fat bubble was how I protected myself for so long but now, as I lose it, I am going to really have to focus on coping and learning more about who I am without the fat.  This might be an excrutiating journey or it may be amazing.  Here's to hoping for the latter.  I have so many people on my side and I have been working towards it for so long that I just cannot believe that I am finally here. 

Time to start packing and getting the house ready for Monday.   

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