What they said and what is happening is not matching up

Jun 02, 2011

So, I was told that I would have no appetite after surgery.  I call bullshit.  Also, I have had the weirdest cravings.  I am sure that some of it is head hunger and maybe a little bit of my food addiction rearing its ugly head but seriously.  And I am afraid that I am messing up my pouch because I keep taking little tidbits of real food because I cannot eat another frickin protein shake.  Tonight I ate salsa and like three chips.  And some mozzarella cheese...and earlier I had bread and turkey!!! I HAVE TO STOP THIS TODAY!!! 
Ugh...how do I get through this?  Is there a meditation?? Should I just come here everytime I get a craving and type it out??
 

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