colelea613
4 days and counting
Jul 28, 2011
So I have my sugery in 4 days, I have had really good days and some really crappy. The good days were last week when I spent two days texting and talking to a new beau. He is out of town and I get random texts from him just enough that I really want more. I have a new worry now...new guy likes big girls. I know that I will always be considered big at 5'11". I don't really see myself dropping below 180 or 175. So could I be dump for being too small...not going to happen. The crappy days were the days where my sister was cooking...mancotti, cakes, mexican food. She is a BIT inconsiderate and a witch. Watching her eat I can see that she will have problems with her lap-band. She eats slider foods very little protein. She has not been very supportive concerning my revision from lap-band to VSG. The problems will increase with my sister as I lose weight. Her emotions feed off of others...if you are miserable she is on top of the world. If you are happy she is horrible, mean, and bitter person. In a couple months she will be moving 4 hours away, not quite far enough for my taste but I will take it.I am seeing food as an addiction. I see that I have to work on my mind as I work on my body. I am excited. So many new things happening in my world. New friends, new activities, and most IMPORTANTLY a new ME.
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About Me
LA
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37.5
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Surgery
08/02/2011
Surgery Date
Jul 02, 2011
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