I am Bitter..still

Jul 13, 2011

Had a HUGE text fight with my ex/father of child today.  I can't  help myself sometimes.  He hasn't seen Cassie since December 28, 2010.  His girlfriend will not help in anyway for him to visit with his child.  He was in a motorcycle accident in Feb. 2010.  Broken leg...basically broken neck...spent 3 months in the hospital...blah blah blah.  He left us for the "girlfriend" when Cassie was 10 weeks old.  I spent 12 years driving him to visit his son.  All of this is old news...I hope with every pound that I lose with VSG that I can lose the bittterness I feel about him leaving us. 

I hope that with each pound I lose brings my one step closer to becoming a woman that men will be attracted too. 

I will not let my daughter grow up seeing me fat and lonely...

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