Say goodbye to Holiday Yummies!!

Dec 26, 2011

 The Thanksgiving and Christmas binge eating is over...indefinately. I actually was very good this year. But I did mourn. I kept telling myself "This is the last time you will be able to eat this stuff'" I was depressed. It made me realize that there is quite a bit of emotions tied into food. Wow. That is something to think about.
I am just needing to scrape together $100 for my nutrition class and another $120 for my psych. Then  my surgeon will submit to the insurance for the approval. I am so anxious. I am telling myself it will get approved. I have the following: high blood pressure, sleep apnea, degenerative disk disease, bone spurs in my spine, fatty liver disease, high cholesterol, constant heartburn and so on. LOL. Geesh...I am not even 40 years old. I feel my quality of life is so terrible. How did this happen??? 15 years ago I weighed about 180. Yes...still over weight, but not quite "obese". And just 6 years ago I was 80 pounds less. So...in 15 years I have put on 120 pounds!!! That's a whole person. 
Well...keep on keeping on!! 

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