The days are sooooo very long...

Apr 26, 2011

Now that I am less then two weeks out my days seem to go on and on. I feel tired and bored and a little like a kid waiting for Christmas or some other exciting event that just will not arrive! I think it is worse because there is a little bit of fear mixed in with the anticipation. I go from being ok with it being 12 days away to being almost angry because I just wish it was over.I'm tired of worrying! I see food and think ...holy sh!t I am not going to be able to eat that in a week and a half....I really want to eat that now! oh it is killing me. My children came down with a cold the other day and I am treating them like they have the plague because my surgeon said if I get sick we have to move my surgery date. What a way to spend the last week and a half with them. holy crap I wish it would just get here all ready! 

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