Here we go!!

May 06, 2011

Two more days.....that's it...two more days!!!! Couldn't wait till it was time to get started on my new beginning! So why in the hell am I so freaking scared sh!tless right  now!!! I have everything ready, everything is organized and now I have nothing to do and I am spending my time worrying!!! Tomorrow I have my daughter's paraolympics  meet and then when I get home I have to start my bowel prep! Not like you want to be running around after you drink that stuff ... so it will be even worse then today. Cause I will be miserable. On the pot all day and starving to death....that's right ....that's what its going to feel like while I drink nothing but clear liquids for two days straight! I am really hoping I'm not an emotional basket case by the time I get to the hospital. Probably wont sleep well....starving.....scared shitless= Emotional wreck!!!! 

I showed my husband as sad as it sounds how to make sugar-free Jello last night so that he can make some before I come home.....maybe I will show my daughter just in case!
Sunday I will be spending all day cooking for my family so they have healthy frozen dinners for the next two weeks. Going to make some pastas, some chicken dinners, pork chops and some split pea and they mentioned they would like  a ham. That's something they can cut off of while I am in the hospital  and make sandwiches and stuff. OMG I have to shut up now!!!!

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