This is the beginning

Dec 20, 2009

Shock is really starting to set in and when I scheduled my surgery then reality came fast. WOW...this has been such a loooong wait with 2 denials from my insurace. Kind of lost the wind in my sails from the denials that I received from my insurance. After one more appeal it came back approved and thank god I did not settle for NO DENIED. Stress and I am such a creature of habit that I started back in my old ways of drinking more pop and eating more (Binging). Now I am curtailing my wants and chilling out to all the bad stuff again. Afraid of losing all this weight and then gaining it back in 5 years in which I have seen lots do. Need to make it my life style now and my hubby is going to be a chef in school. we laugh about that and I asked him if can bring me any food in pureed form. But have great plans for the future and the clothes will rock!!!

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