3 days until my surgery

Jan 31, 2010

Scared and really have to hold myself back from eating....never really realized how much food comforts me. I am scared out of my mind and know that it will hurt. I just need to relax and take it one day at a time. I am taking my shakes but want something else ALOT lately. I am ready to tie myself down or handcuff myself to my bed. The hunger is bad and only because I fear that I will never eat it again. I am scared but happy.....  Grandma is here and going to be here for me. Have tons of family and friends that worried about me. I am worried but have high hopes/dreams!! See you all in a couple days and will let you all know how things are going for me.

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