Two weeks until 2010 is over

Dec 21, 2010

Time is now flying.  Christmas is coming and I know there's a lot of stress that comes with it.  Same with New Years but I'm not worried about that since I don't drink.  I'm looking forward to what 2011 has to bring.  They say that in order for things to happen you have to make it happen.  I hope that's true because I want so much for 2011 to be even better than 2010 and 2010 has been really good to me overall.

I've come a long way since 2001.  Back then I had no self confidence and was withdrawn.  I didn't want to or like talking to everyone because my world came to an end.  Every day I felt like I was dying over and over again but never really getting to that point.  My husband left me and I was devastated.  Fastforward 9 years later, I have more self confidence and I'm happier and I feel accomplished.  How right people were when they say you'll live.....but they didn't say...just barely.  Today I feel happier now than any day that I could remember.  I didn't need food or a guy to fill that void and I'm very happy for it.

College starts next year and I'm really looking forward to that.  I'm also looking forward to moving to my new home...wherever that may be.  If my ex could see me now and how well I'm doing without than when I was with him...but I'm not going to dwell on it because that's the past and it's his loss.  Like the saying goes, "Keep moving forward."

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