Tomorrow is the big day!

Sep 05, 2011

So tomorrow is the day I get sleeved! LOL, So far I have lost 15lbs on the pre-op diet!  I am ok today. yesterday I woke up thinking OH SHIT! its almost tuesday!! and I just kept thinking I hope I am alive after the surgery! But than I just kept remebering what all the Dr's have been telling me, That I am healthy and I will do GREAT!  I also thought that DR Ing wouldnt do the surgery if he didnt think it was for me.

So today I woke up feeling happy and I cant wait to live the rest of my life as a happy and healthy mother/ daughter/ friend. I had a great dream last night. I dreampt that I was with my aunt ( who is a health NUT) we  were RUNNING for Miles!! and I was healthy and I wasnt tired I kept wanting to go!! So I know everything is going to be fine!

I dont have a will or a livingwill. I was thinking about writting something up about my daughter about her life and who I want to raise her. I was also going to write letters to everyone that matterd to me, JUST IN CASE! but I choose not too! because I REFUSE TO THINK THAT ANYTHING WOULD HAPPEN!! Yes, I do know that there is a 1 in 400 chance. but I refuse to be that 1!! I am a fighter and I always have been, I am not gonna stop now.

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