time for a new update 2/5/11

Feb 04, 2011

So again its been awhile since I have posted....just living life I guess lol. So as of today I have lost 180 lbs, so amazing and just a little over 9 months. I'm so happy I had the surgery. Its so weird that I'm getting smaller and smaller, I cant even remember when I was at the weight I am now lol. It's the small things that make all the difference to me. Crossing my legs, sitting in a booth, not having the feeling that everyone is starring at me. Being ok to go to the mall and not have a panic attack. My surgeons goal is to get down to 160lbs, that seems so unreal to me but each day it seems like it is possible. Lately I've been snacking more and I don't like it I'm afraid I will go back to old habits so now that I realize what I'm doing, its time to stop it before it does get out of hand. So funny how we recognize these habits now but didn't care before, or at least that's what I think lol. This surgery is a tool and I have to remember that and don't want to ruin the gift that has been given to me.  So to sum it up things are going good, I'm going to keep fighting till I get to goal and then that's when the real fight begins so I can maintain there!!!!

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